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if I could say goodbye by Estderp, literature

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if I could say goodbye

Just know, you're a good person . DISPITE, How much I feel hurt by you sometimes; I know your intentions are good. You're going through a lot, and I know people have given up on you in the past, but I'm a patient person. I know time is all that we need now. DISPITE everything. I know you care about me!! No matter what, I'll be cheering for you. I might be far, but I'll keep you close at heart. You can do good in the world. Your words have changed thousands of people; it's true!! I'll wait for you, to see me for who I am; I don't care; You don't need to trust me. Time will show and reveal everything. I know that the real freedom is getting to know ourselves and even being alone can be good. So I know this; time apart is better. I know this now because I don't need you. I'll always miss you. Although, to tell you the truth, I hope you decided to change your mind. You're better than this. Take care of yourself. ~Your bestie

Putting all my worries on the table. by Estderp, literature

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Putting all my worries on the table.

Spit in my face please, And tie my shame to the ground. Return my power. Have sat on my knees, And found the cold way too sound. Begging for power. Doped in hopelessness, And striking my own clenched fists. Kissed away power. Dancing won’t confess, My words lack; filled bitterness. Hate filled my power. Loneliness waves hi; I held her tight hand in fear. Searching for power. Blank stares felt so dry, Closed my words to open ears. Taking back power. Never feared again, I kick away her false grip. Give into power. Wake up to my friends, And dust away this grand trip. I hold my power.

Happy Magic Water Park by Estderp, literature

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Happy Magic Water Park

Dangling from the ceiling are what nature calls, the Medusa of the the sea; jellyfish. Their tiny legs like electric cords are flapping overhead, greeting every new person. Rainbows of brilliant color wrap their way around each support beam. These beams form a path which lead you to a pool of lonely waters. People are advised to dance here, for without the movement you won't enjoy yourself. In the distance, far from said lonely water, is an amusement park; a giant tornado of vibrant explosion. Around the vibrant explosion are soapy bubbles floating freely in the air and even though there are not many people here today, you'll be just fine.

Being Awesome Takes Practice by Estderp, literature

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Being Awesome Takes Practice

Sitting in my room, I don't even know what the heck I'm doing. I try really hard; I try too hard, And it gets me doomed; loomed; Tuned. I have to get tuned into, My own card; My own yard. With all this trying, I have to remember, I can do this cooler than December. I must keep moving; Stop prejudging and get to doing; Maybe even loosen. I'm funny, and I know it. I'm hilarious and I must remember this; Can't get pissed, Or dissed, 'Cause shit this, Is what get me stressed. Screw those people, They don't know me. I'm freaking, Esther, The bester, So don't test her, I'll string you up, and beat up your cup. On top, Or below, must remember I a

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if I could say goodbye by Estderp, literature

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if I could say goodbye

Putting all my worries on the table. by Estderp, literature

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Putting all my worries on the table.

Happy Magic Water Park by Estderp, literature

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Happy Magic Water Park

Being Awesome Takes Practice by Estderp, literature

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Being Awesome Takes Practice

You didn't see the paint-job by Estderp, literature

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Artist // Student // Varied

Oct 7
United States
Deviant for 13 years

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This Is Me, My name is Esther McReynolds, And I shall share my lame Photoshop skills off with the world.

WataMote - Spinning round n' round .gif by SetoNami

Favourite Visual Artist

Will Eisner, Jim Davis

Favourite Movies

Pulp-Fiction, Batman, Youth In Revolt, The Sponge-Bob Movie, Lilo and Stitch

Favourite TV Shows

My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Kenny Vs. Spenny, Regular Show, Futurama, Death-Note, Pokemon, Avatar The Last Airbender, Desert Punk, GTO, Watamote

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Modest Mouse, Tom Waits, Fallout Boy, Kendrick Lamar~

Favourite Books

Shattering Glass, Harry Potter Series, Sidhartha~

Favourite Writers

Stephen King, David Hynes, Lauren Faust, Kevin Smith

Favourite Games

Batman: Arkham Asylum, Tomb Raider, L.A. Noire, League of Legends, Assassins Creed, Conker's Bad Fur Day, Super-Smash Bros

Favourite Gaming Platform

Strategy, Turn-based

Other Interests

Playing Piano, and Long-boarding~

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Estderp

Sep 24, 2013

Herrrow Autumn

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Summer Skys, find Spring; Blooming takes some time, Baby, And finding patience.

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Sep 9, 2013

Devious Journal Entry

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tap, waiting alone. enthralled in passion, tap, tap; no surrounding fears.

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Estderp

Aug 12, 2013

Herp le' Derp~

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Walking a thousand miles without shoes seemed like a bad idea, but not for Tommy. He was a strong boy at one point; had it all right; a real walking swagger. I don't understand why Tommy just threw away his confidence, there wasn't anything he didn't already have. Yet, everyone wanted to constantly know, "What's up with Tommy?" Well, I'll tell you. Tommy has been walking all his life. It seems as if that boy doesn't know how, to stop moving his feet. Don't get me wrong now, he's got his heart in the right place, but it's as if getting to know himself, was more difficult than getting to know everyone else. No one was interesting. Things were o